February 2012
217 posts
How do people celebrate your birthday...
If you were born on leap day? Sad thoughts.
From now on...
I’m a cold, heartless bitch. I will not help others. I will not be walked on or taken advantage of. Not again. I’ve learned my lessons.
The end.
It has arrived. No going back. The final straw has been broken.
I'm going to die just like my Gramma.
My blood vessels in my brain are going to explode. I’ll bleed until the pressure builds and my brain dies from lack of blood to the core. Then I’ll die. From stress.
I was feeling a bit better.
Until things started going downhill again. One more annoyance and there will be extreme consequences. I will break this fucking lease and screw over everyone. I’m tired of this blatant disrespect.
It's nice to be home, but...
It’s very sad that the only place I seem to be able to get any sleep is at my parents’ house. I’m so very tired.
Well...
I had -wanted- to make breakfast burritos this morning. I guess that isn’t happening. The kitchen is covered in dirty dishes. All from last night. It literally looks like every single cooking implement and dish was used. On top of that, the sink is broken. Again. The culprits just left to go out to a diner for lunch. They haven’t even paid utilities or rent yet. Nor even acknowledged...
I can't wait until June.
I seriously want to cry all of the time. People disrespect my things, but flip shit if I take them away. What do they expect? I’m tired of having my things damaged. These people don’t even pay their shares of bills on time - if at all!!! Now they won’t even adhere to simple rules that we all agreed upon. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so miserable. Not even...
I'm VERY particular.
This I know. Believe me, I know. It’s not an issue, as long as you don’t make the same mistake twice in my presence. After that, I’m just going to assume that you’re deliberately trying to piss me off. Learn quickly, or stay the fuck away from me! Pretty much the best way to stay on my good side is to not touch my stuff. It’s fairly simple. NEVER touch my stuff....
I want to cry!
I hate crying.
Ugh!
I cannot wait until the new house when its just me, Padraic, and Kelsey. I’m tired of rude roommates. I’m trying to fucking sleep. I don’t feel well. I have to wake up at 7. Have some common fucking courtesy. Don’t talk upstairs, especially with open doors. Seriously.
One rant, before I go.
I wish people would stop washing my dishes. They never sit out for more than 24 hours. They never wash them properly anyways. There was still sugar in my panda mug. Clearly, not clean. If anything had happened to it, I would have been furious. It was very precariously perched as well. Not pleased at all.
Going to bed extra early tonight. I have to be up at 7am and at my mom’s by 8:15am. AM! Ouchie. So no tea and bed early. What a miserable way to go. I feel like I’m being punished. I hope we find some good deals. I could use another successful shopping trip to cheer me up.
I know I'm odd.
I can be very distant, but I can also be very compassionate. I’m a very moody person. I try not to take it out on other people. It’s all very introspective. I battle with anxiety and depression. Some days, it just isn’t manageable. I feel like my struggles and personality really alienate me. Very few people seem to understand. It’s a very painful experience to live like...
I absolutely LOVE the smell of my face moisturizer. It’s so beautiful. I wish all of my beauty products could smell like it. Yay for Burts Bees. :)
Clearly
I’m trying to take a nap. People come home, are rude and loud as fuck, turn on all the lights in the house, and then leave. Gtfo already!
Things I'm going to do when the negativity moves...
throw a party!!!
buy a pretty birdie
eat chocolate cake
move my personal stuff back into the bathroom
clean the entire house
buy some sage and cleanse the house of her negativity
clean and cleanse my car
buy a nice piece of furniture and a new kitchen appliance
buy a new dress and some shoes
buy new makeup
sleep in because I won’t be woken up by her or her dog!
be soooo much...
Someone make the junkie shut up and go away!
Please.
I know that she's annoying me on purpose...
I’m not stupid. Who “forgets” to flush the toilet? Or to clean up their hair after they brush it and loose hairs land on the sink, counter, and floor? Or to leave their hair straightener cord draped along the bathroom floor? How about leaving personal stuff on the counter, including a dirty paper towel with lip stick smeared on it? Eww. She KNOWS that filth and clutter bother me....
“The grass isnt greener on the other side, its greener where you water it. Don’t...”
– Jefferson Bethke (via mylovepoem)
Some people are severely lacking in the green thumb department…
Counting down the days...
I’m going to throw a party.
People who cannot learn to accept blame for their...
will always lead a miserable life. There is a certain freedom experienced when accepting responsibility. You learn from your mistakes and use that knowledge to not make the mistake again. It’s plain and simple.
Time to make new friends.
Who can hang out for an entire day and night without drinking, doing drugs, or losing control of their propriety. Ones who genuinely care. Ones who respect the Earth and everything in existence. Ones who are happy to just be alive. I know, I ask for too much. I have unreasonable expectations. At least I have animals…
Trying to make my life more positive.
It’s super awesome that people talk loudly enough for me to hear their conversations in other rooms. You know that you sound like an idiot, right? Your problems are a result of your own manipulation. Hope you’re happy.
